I've proven myself wrong in a day.

So, today was church, it being Sunday and...ya. In the past I've often shied away from any extra work associated with the church but today I was feeling good so I decided to go with it. Three hours after church got out I was back at my house. Boom. Three hours. Gone. Just like that. And the whole time I'm starving because it also happens to be fast sunday as well...ya. I was surprised how much willpower it took just to pass them the bread and water over and over. If I hadn't been actively focusing on not eating them then I could have very well seen myself nabbing the bread from their plates and gorging myself. It's a bad sign when it takes effort just to walk around.